Maybe you didn't see the emoticon?
Suggesting I was teasing.
That sounds a little passive-aggressive ("don't understand"?). I understand enough math to have enjoyed some success in life, but being self-taught I do not appreciate complexity for the sake of itself.
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I like to half joke that I failed calculus multiple times.
The first time was in an advanced placement high school calculus class with all of seven students. Coincident to my calculus class, the girls gym class were typically meeting in the yard right outside my window doing what high school girls in skimpy gym uniforms do. I spent more time studying them than the blackboard. Then I fell short again once or twice in college, I don't remember exactly. As I recall I got the gist of it, and appreciated the power of integral calculus to realize concise solutions to problems way before we had computers to iterate us close enough using successive approximation or whatever computing techniques. What I really liked was how using differentiation and integration I could just remember one physics formulae instead of all three for use physics class, and just derive the other two formulae. Actually thinking back about it, being forced to memorize a bunch of trig identities more than exceeded my budget of attention span for that subject one time.
I recall my high school calculus teacher, pulling me aside and asking me what I was going to do with my life after failing his class....
JR