I can understand this. I'm using EasyPC. I used to use the older DOS version - used it from the early 90's I think. They sell a Windows version now but it retains all of the old DOS shortcuts so conversion to it was easy. I'd recommend it but most of the systems on offer these days are good. Don't get sucked in by the more expensive systems unless you are intending to build multi-layer SMD boards. The cheaper (and free) programs out there will cope with most needs.Feel free to laugh! I have been using the "stone age" TANGO (DOS) program for more than 30 years. Ever since 286 computers. Of course, today on a Dell inspiron I 7 notebook with Win 10 operational system and Dosbox utility. I like it because I can easily create a library for any part and I can also draw it manually. Especially for sound engineering circuits, where you have to solve everything in your head and by hand anyway, if you really want something good! (Although you can already do this based on the schematic, it is difficult.)
The supplied libraries with EasyPC are pretty good but creating new components is easy once you work out the logic behind how it's done. Their user forum is very instructive too (although it really needs a facelift now).