bluebird
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As I was laying in bed last night I began to think. I only really know certain things... like land, the sky, buildings, people, gravity, etc. through direct experience. Then there are things like, the stars are really suns in other solar systems, going to the moon or even satellites in orbit. Things I know to be true because I believe them but haven't directly experienced them. So lets assume the learning of science is true... So I would also believe that there was a big bang. A beginning of the universe.
It never really dawned on me the implications of that belief. Especially in terms of human purpose. To try and think about before the big bang is where it occurred to me that there must have been a cause. Some intelligence that might have been tinkering around with the egg of a universe and let it out. Dropped it in some catalyst and boom. That intelligence must be so great and so expansive and so utterly unthinkable. Scale alone makes it far beyond our understanding and abilities. Is that God? Does that God have a God? Parsing what I've been taught throughout my life, practically and logically I've come to the conclusion that I can't possibly understand God. That I don't have the capacity to say anything about it if I can't say anything about what was before the big bang.
In a spiritual sense, LIFE is magic but on the cellular level. Life's only purpose is to live. A plant just grows, an animal survives. Humans look for something more. But there is no more. There is no individual as we are all splitting cells at the core. I start to think that the human brain was a mistake in its complexity. It reached a point of self awareness that life never intended. But life doesn't care. There are no mistakes . Civilization, a society, a family, a pack of wolves, a hive of bees, bacteria, a single cell, its all the same. Life expressing itself... is all there is. Its right in front of our faces. If there was some other set of rules or meanings wouldn't they reveal them selves? Life is all around us and the only rules are live or don't live. Alive or dead. Everything else is just made up. The human experience has no real meaning, its secondary to life which is, in itself, meaning.
So what now? Now that I know for sure I don't know, and will probably never know? Well back to soldering of course!
It never really dawned on me the implications of that belief. Especially in terms of human purpose. To try and think about before the big bang is where it occurred to me that there must have been a cause. Some intelligence that might have been tinkering around with the egg of a universe and let it out. Dropped it in some catalyst and boom. That intelligence must be so great and so expansive and so utterly unthinkable. Scale alone makes it far beyond our understanding and abilities. Is that God? Does that God have a God? Parsing what I've been taught throughout my life, practically and logically I've come to the conclusion that I can't possibly understand God. That I don't have the capacity to say anything about it if I can't say anything about what was before the big bang.
In a spiritual sense, LIFE is magic but on the cellular level. Life's only purpose is to live. A plant just grows, an animal survives. Humans look for something more. But there is no more. There is no individual as we are all splitting cells at the core. I start to think that the human brain was a mistake in its complexity. It reached a point of self awareness that life never intended. But life doesn't care. There are no mistakes . Civilization, a society, a family, a pack of wolves, a hive of bees, bacteria, a single cell, its all the same. Life expressing itself... is all there is. Its right in front of our faces. If there was some other set of rules or meanings wouldn't they reveal them selves? Life is all around us and the only rules are live or don't live. Alive or dead. Everything else is just made up. The human experience has no real meaning, its secondary to life which is, in itself, meaning.
So what now? Now that I know for sure I don't know, and will probably never know? Well back to soldering of course!